14.4.09

wishlist

i think everybody should have a kind of wishlist
err i do think that dreams are important but you kind of only remember some slight of it
but really, wrote something somewhere so we would remember it

right now, what i really wish:
1. 2,75
2. canon 500d or nikon d5000
3. my old w830i *i really need u back*
4. lasagna

well, it happened that i don't have that many things i wish :p

autistneverdie

12.4.09

one new beginning

it's time to start everything

with someone else

autistneverdie

5.4.09

kembali

masih juga belom tau
masih juga belom berubah

dalam keadaan yang sama
situasi yang ga berbeda

terus inginkan waktu kembali
kembali ke masa-masa dimana semuanya indah
memperbaiki semua kesalahan yang terjadi

anak kecil, sahutku
kau hanya menginginkan suatu hal yang sempurna
ketahuilah tak ada yang sempurna di dunia ini

harapanmu yang tak tergapai,
diberikan sebaliknya

frustasi, kesedihan
mood yang buruk secara tiba tiba karena kembali ke masa lalu
hanya untuk mengulang kesalahan dan mengalami hal yang sama

autistneverdie

2.4.09

what i want?

just

want

to

see

her

smile

as

natural

as

before

autistneverdie

29.3.09

study

i do learn

i didn't do study

what's the different except for the score?

autistneverdie

21.3.09

one by one

i am happy in achieving my dream one by one
"now this, then that"

by being the educator, means i'll take one lead onto creating the fresh ones
even if it's only one small lead

"this is just one small step for me, but hopefully it will be one big leap for us"

then i wish that you are included in those dream i could achieve
sooner, or later we'll know, you'll know and i'll know

autistneverdie

16.3.09

it's (not) all about love

"every little thing, i should said"

that answer comes from a question such as 

"how is love affects your life aspects?"

but one thing we should remember, it comes from our mind after we think about it

start to do everything differently, and we'll know that it's not all about love

autistneverdie