a matter of how

i want to eat rice

but i cooked it just too long

and now it's a porridge

foul was never a foul

but it is now

it's a matter of what we'd done to it after

do we still want it or not

not about regretting it be

autistneverdie

as i fall

as i am just stupid, not smart
as i am just forgetful, not remembering
as i am just human, not machine

"as i am just falling in love with you, not knowing what to do"

autistneverdie

turn back

everybody has their time of turning back
cause
everything has to be change and every little thing is meant to be something in this world

every little thing we do
every little thing we did

it's just every little something that won't matters to our life yet affects it so much
and it's not as big as love or study or work or whatever but something affects them all

and everyone just doesn't realize it yet
no one just realize it yet
but no one just realize it
yet i don't want to know why is it
don't want to know why is it

turn back

turn back
turn back, my friend
look back to me and everyone you left
around

turn back and see what we can do
together we can do
together but we won't do it
if you want to be alone
if you want to be alone
if you want to never be free

never be free to yourself
to ourself, to myself, to themself
to everyone in this life of us
to every little things matter to us
also every single matters that affects our life till the end


turn back, baby
things just happened

autistneverdie