bantu aku bersyukur

kemajuan, progress, adalah inovasi yang sangat pesat akhir-akhir ini

harus banyak-banyak berterimakasih pada Tuhan, pada semua orang yang telah berjasa, bersyukur

banyak orang bilang *atau hanya saya* bahwa titik balik kehidupan terjadi ketika kita tidak merencanakannya

mungkin semua ini tidak saya rencanakan, tapi saya yakin Tuhan merencanakan semua ini sebagai yang terbaik untuk saya dan semuanya

mungkin hanya sekedar ucap terima kasih takkan cukup *takkan cukup, memang*

balas jasa pun akan butuh waktu lama *atau malah tetap tidak cukup*

setidaknya biarkan saya mendapatkan satu hal lagi yang masih belum saya dapatkan sejak sembilan belas tahun yang lalu, yang sebenarnya sudah sering sekali saya dekati namun gagal, jatuh dan bangun tapi tetap gagal juga

agar kembalinya saya suatu saat nanti bisa lebih diterima untuk semuanya, dan Dia...

sebuah perasaan bersyukur atas segala hal yang telah terjadi,

baik maupun buruk, semua menyimpan maknanya tersendiri

memang masih hanya sebuah perasaan bersyukur

autistneverdie

jog jakarta

ngejog, alias jogging, itu membuat diri lebih sehat

apalagi jika dilakukan secara rutin

bayangkan saja kota jakarta yang semrawut, polusi, dan segalanya sulit untuk berarti

bagaimana jika seluruh kota itu melakukan jogging demi kesehatan?

mengurangi penggunaan kendaraan bermotor

juga kesehatan untuk semua penduduknya

introducing jog jakarta

sebuah kota yang sehat,

memiliki aktifitas yang tidak jauh dari jakarta

sebuah jakarta yang jogged

sungguh sebuah lelucon yang tidak lucu

bahkan ini bukan lelucon

sindrom akan berangkat liburan ke jogjakarta

j-10 tapi belum packing apa-apa

autistneverdie

your thanks

"and it's really nothing, just a 'thank you' from me"

so it's not really a gift for me?

-laughing- no matter what the reason is, now i feel thankful for it

it's still, no matter what, the most promising gift i'd ever have,

"thanks"

for the memorable december 7th and 8th i fight for

autistneverdie

merry?

"it's midnight on twenty five of december, what people said would be christmas eve. i'm not into it, and really, i'm not celebrating it"

we come to one conclusion, no matter where we are, we still people with different religions and race, and somehow, it matters in some situation.

in my religion, i should not be saying merry onto those who celebrating it, and so it with celebrating it myself. but is having something to do in the middle of those thing meant that i'm celebrating it?
i'm just having a burn and roast dinner with my friends, nothing in occasional and it can't mean that i'm celebrating what would happen on tomorrow

and well, from those things we knew that there is religious pact that each shall not disturb others with theirs. so that the world can ongoing with it's variations.

"but still, i can't understand why we don't made it into peace nowadays"

autistneverdie

when i look back

when we stop from our usual routine
we just tend to think about things we don't think about in usual terms

this time, i look back onto my past,
part of my memories from my nineteen plus five days years of living

year by year, in the same day every years

december 8th

it's been 19 time i've experiencing those days,
some alone
some with family
few together with friend
fewer together with girlfriend
and once in a lifetime with all my big family in a day where people having holiday together
and for me, this one is the best and the worst
still, all of them are memorable

wondering how many december 8th i'll get past later
because when i look back, every december 8th just get to be different, somehow...

"thanks to everyone for every memorable december 8th i've experienced. life couldn't be better without you guys in it"
"and the last december 8th was just, so meaningful to me. i've never experienced excitement of giving and accepting since many years ago. thanks"

autistneverdie

one fun day without one good moment

"okay, today was fun!"

what happened today?
lfm after-ied rendezvous at jakarta, start from plaza senayan to masjid al azhar.
soo many people come, about thirties but still decreased by time.

chronology:

• plaza senayan

start around 12 in the afternoon, people come around in plaza senayan's foodcourt, waiting for people to come more, and decided to move to senayan city and eat 'burger king'.

"about 20 people walk across the street, just like one village come into big town" - brian

• senayan city

burger king! the place where we buy burger and eat it (well, i can't describe more!xp).
we eat, we talk, we chat, we take photos, we say sorry to the people we haven't meet yet, we do so many things!

"i don't think that burger king will make me full. but now i'll say different. it made me quite full!" - maut, andyza, farhan, erri, and so many people i forgot

• pertamina central hospital

we moved to rspp, geri's room. it's 610. just imagine how can 30 or more people get into the room for sick people! haha... lucky that geri's room a big one, so everyone can get in. and geri's getting fatter again, good. but his condition dropped again, so we shall wish him well soon!
after an hour of dillydallying, chatting, kidding, eating, playing, etc-ing at geri's sickroom, we decide to go to grand indonesia. before that, we take some photos in front of rspp's fountain.

"what are we? we made hospital just like a playland!" - rizki

• grand indonesia

next destination is grand indonesia, one of indonesia's biggest and newest mall, a place to 'take a walk' - and by 'walk' i really mean walk, by foot - around. really, we didn't even know what to do here, so we just walking around grand indo, sightseeing in the unbelievably-expensives-stores (and ayu was having doubt about buying a discount-bag or not - she did buy it though), walk, take pictures, walk, pray, and walk, and walk, and walk.
there's some kind of funny event there, in the time we're taking photos with dslrs in the 'asian bridge' in gi's asian section, the guard comes to us and told us that we shouldn't taking pictures with those 'digital cameras', and in additional, he said that the only camera allowed is handphone camera.
isn't handphone camera a digital camera too? weird, haha... and as usual, we don't really mind and keep taking some photos till we had to pray and leave the place.
and we get another encounter with guard too when pray. we were playing "bekel" in the middle of the corridor and the guard comes to us and yelled at us. nyahaha...
oh yeah, we watched the fountain show too. it's beautiful. a really good place to take your girlfriend / boyfriend with you.

"it's just too big. wonder how many person can live here if this mall was built into structured housing complex" - deja

we can't really decide where to go next, hunt on 'monas' or 'kotatua'. but then our stomach decide that we had to go eat. so we went to...

• "roti bakar edi" blok m

okay, we eat again, but now in the street. nothing's so eventful until we were paying the bill. the paying system was awful and confusing both of the buyer and seller. and somehow we had to pay another forty grands to keep on the tab. well, i don't really know who's what here, but i don't think the system good and this event really take our time. (video's ongoing, maybe i'll upload it later)
minutes later, the problem finished - in the end we paid it collectible, 2 grands per person - and it's already half past eight. we don't think we can go to monas or kotatua, so we went to masjid al azhar instead.

"oh, sorry. i was paying on the wrong table," - deja, andyza

• masjid al azhar

another encounter with guards! haha...
erry count it about five times we had encounter guards, two time in PS, two times at GI, and one time here.
we just walk around like some freaky-villager-comes-to-town. and when we want to take photo, the guard cames to haekal and they talk about something.
not intending to cease the moment, we just prepare the pose for the photo session in the stairs, waiting for haekal to come.
voila, after some problems with the tripod, camera positioning, posing, we take some photos.

"why are you guys finding peoples that aren't here to call them 'alay' ? we're the 'alay' ourself, walking here in the night where there is no people and doing crazy things" - adji

that's all folks. i don't really remember all the detail, but today was fun (and full)! haha...
when the photos uploaded to facebook, i'll post in here a.s.a.p.

"why one fun day without one good moment?"
"because all of the moment are great!"

P.S : all of you who didn't come have my sympathy...

autistneverdie