bantu aku bersyukur

kemajuan, progress, adalah inovasi yang sangat pesat akhir-akhir ini

harus banyak-banyak berterimakasih pada Tuhan, pada semua orang yang telah berjasa, bersyukur

banyak orang bilang *atau hanya saya* bahwa titik balik kehidupan terjadi ketika kita tidak merencanakannya

mungkin semua ini tidak saya rencanakan, tapi saya yakin Tuhan merencanakan semua ini sebagai yang terbaik untuk saya dan semuanya

mungkin hanya sekedar ucap terima kasih takkan cukup *takkan cukup, memang*

balas jasa pun akan butuh waktu lama *atau malah tetap tidak cukup*

setidaknya biarkan saya mendapatkan satu hal lagi yang masih belum saya dapatkan sejak sembilan belas tahun yang lalu, yang sebenarnya sudah sering sekali saya dekati namun gagal, jatuh dan bangun tapi tetap gagal juga

agar kembalinya saya suatu saat nanti bisa lebih diterima untuk semuanya, dan Dia...

sebuah perasaan bersyukur atas segala hal yang telah terjadi,

baik maupun buruk, semua menyimpan maknanya tersendiri

memang masih hanya sebuah perasaan bersyukur

autistneverdie

panjang yang pendek

hari ini hari yang panjang

tapi cenderung pendek

meski tetap 24 jam

pagi tadi tetap dikosan,

mengerjakan apa yang bisa dilakukan

menelpon angga untuk minta bantuan memesan travel

tidur lagi

perjalanan ke jakarta selama 4 jam

panas, gerah

ibu dan anak-anaknya ini berisik,

bikin gabisa tidur

lelah

sampai di rumah sakit

tempat tidur pasien pun kosong

ibu yang seharusnya tiduran pun duduk

sambil minum teh, bersantai

istirahat, kedinginan, lalu akhirnya pulang setelah malam

kembali ke rumah, memang belum lama

tapi ingin rasanya bersuka ria disini

memang terkadang bukan waktu yang menentukan sesuatu

berat rasanya meninggalkan jakarta

sama beratnya ketika ingin meninggalkan bandung

berlari kesana kemari

bingung, kebingungan

apa yang sedang aku cari

kedamaian di hati

atau kepuasan diri

emosi untuk tetap terjaga, tak berhenti untuk melihat semuanya dan menjaga sebaik mungkin apa yang dimiliki

terimakasih atas semua pemikiran yang dapat dipikirkan

autistneverdie

jog jakarta

ngejog, alias jogging, itu membuat diri lebih sehat

apalagi jika dilakukan secara rutin

bayangkan saja kota jakarta yang semrawut, polusi, dan segalanya sulit untuk berarti

bagaimana jika seluruh kota itu melakukan jogging demi kesehatan?

mengurangi penggunaan kendaraan bermotor

juga kesehatan untuk semua penduduknya

introducing jog jakarta

sebuah kota yang sehat,

memiliki aktifitas yang tidak jauh dari jakarta

sebuah jakarta yang jogged

sungguh sebuah lelucon yang tidak lucu

bahkan ini bukan lelucon

sindrom akan berangkat liburan ke jogjakarta

j-10 tapi belum packing apa-apa

autistneverdie

ongoing jakarta once again

two point five hours on the journey to jakarta
three hours online
seven hours sleep
two hours online
two hours play indoor football
three hours of rest
two hours on the journey to my grandpa's house
twenty hours of boring - including online, sleep, watches serial tv
one hour going to bulungan
one hour of waiting for friends, wanting to know who the hell the cuties are
one hour of waiting people
one hour of negotiating
one hour online

what am i doing here?
that doesn't even fun and never in a cool situation,
i mean, jakarta is always hot!

autistneverdie

a day of travel

celebrating my mom's birthday today on the morning,
i went to jakarta yesterday afternoon and get there on evening

05.25 the morning comes true with a statement
"i haven't finished my editing project, but i have many things to do"

08.13 awaking
so i woke up early to start editing, but somehow i fallen asleep again for an hour

11.25 the editing is finished - almost -
and i went to campus, previewing things and print my mom's birthday card
my editing preview has somethings to reedit and then i went to TA to print the card

12.10 doing reediting and previewing until 2 pm
calling travel agency, xtrans...
hmm...
"hello, with **** here, can i help you?"
"is there any departure today to pondok indah?"
"it was, but already depart just five minutes ago"
"... (damn you)"
"but you can try the departure from cihampelas, sir?"
"what's the number?"
"*****"
"okay, thanks..."
so i called it, but it was busy for half an hour
then i called baraya travel
"hello, baraya travel with *** can i help you?"
"is there still any departure today?"
"already full booked till tonight sir, for every departure to and from everywhere"
"(freaked out) what? okay, maybe i'll just be on waiting list"
damn it...
calling xtrans on cihampelas
"helloblabla"
"yes, still departure to pi?"
"yeah, on five."
"i'll book one, how much it cost?"
"seventy thousand, sir"
"(full shocked) urh... okay... thanks"
shit, 70grand? cititrans is better with the same price
calling cititrans
"hello cititrans good afternoon."
"is there still any unbooked departure for today?'
"no sir, we are already full booked"
"oh, okay then... thanks"
damned

3.35 i was fallen asleep and then going onto baraya travel with panjie
the damn one was i don't know the place, and it's really on the inside of building that it's hard to see from outside...

3.55 good thing, i still can get one chair...
but the strange one that it's still four chair unoccupied..
haha

4.20 it's raining hard on the toll road

6.35 arrived at baraya pondok indah,
i was so hungry, then eating at pi mcd
after eating i flew away to pondok indah mall

7.05 arrived on pim, then went straight to gramedia to find some book for my mother
still confused what to buy, then after some friends saying, i bought a book about mother's pray


9.00 come down and bought ice cream cone from aw
went around somewhere and found a promo stand about figures
found some figures about doraemon!
and so many doraemon but no nobita!
i found one, but only the small one
well, in the end i buy nothing there and went home

9.40 arrived at home, and mom's already slept
so i drink some water to clean the ice cream flavor inside my mouth
and then my dad talked about "can't move the phone book to new handphone"
then i shocked till drop when i saw his blackberry bold... i want one too...

10.30 preparing the gift for mom, and place it on the table in the room

5.20 next morning, or today
mom came to my room and saying thanks
i felt happy, haha

6.30
already have to go back to bandung, so i woke up early and preparing for everything
at last, i'm having breakfast for the first time in the last 2 months, haha

7.50
aah i have to go back...arriving at baraya and departing

9.10 fallen asleep at first, but can't get a good one because i'm worrying
about my midtest at 11

10.00 freaked out, waiting to arrive at campus before 11...

10.30 arrived at campus! yeah...

11.00 statistical data analyzing mid test... cleared with some good premonition! haha

well
don't know, just want to write a story
somehow doing it is far more better than just talking about it

autistneverdie

one fun day without one good moment

"okay, today was fun!"

what happened today?
lfm after-ied rendezvous at jakarta, start from plaza senayan to masjid al azhar.
soo many people come, about thirties but still decreased by time.

chronology:

• plaza senayan

start around 12 in the afternoon, people come around in plaza senayan's foodcourt, waiting for people to come more, and decided to move to senayan city and eat 'burger king'.

"about 20 people walk across the street, just like one village come into big town" - brian

• senayan city

burger king! the place where we buy burger and eat it (well, i can't describe more!xp).
we eat, we talk, we chat, we take photos, we say sorry to the people we haven't meet yet, we do so many things!

"i don't think that burger king will make me full. but now i'll say different. it made me quite full!" - maut, andyza, farhan, erri, and so many people i forgot

• pertamina central hospital

we moved to rspp, geri's room. it's 610. just imagine how can 30 or more people get into the room for sick people! haha... lucky that geri's room a big one, so everyone can get in. and geri's getting fatter again, good. but his condition dropped again, so we shall wish him well soon!
after an hour of dillydallying, chatting, kidding, eating, playing, etc-ing at geri's sickroom, we decide to go to grand indonesia. before that, we take some photos in front of rspp's fountain.

"what are we? we made hospital just like a playland!" - rizki

• grand indonesia

next destination is grand indonesia, one of indonesia's biggest and newest mall, a place to 'take a walk' - and by 'walk' i really mean walk, by foot - around. really, we didn't even know what to do here, so we just walking around grand indo, sightseeing in the unbelievably-expensives-stores (and ayu was having doubt about buying a discount-bag or not - she did buy it though), walk, take pictures, walk, pray, and walk, and walk, and walk.
there's some kind of funny event there, in the time we're taking photos with dslrs in the 'asian bridge' in gi's asian section, the guard comes to us and told us that we shouldn't taking pictures with those 'digital cameras', and in additional, he said that the only camera allowed is handphone camera.
isn't handphone camera a digital camera too? weird, haha... and as usual, we don't really mind and keep taking some photos till we had to pray and leave the place.
and we get another encounter with guard too when pray. we were playing "bekel" in the middle of the corridor and the guard comes to us and yelled at us. nyahaha...
oh yeah, we watched the fountain show too. it's beautiful. a really good place to take your girlfriend / boyfriend with you.

"it's just too big. wonder how many person can live here if this mall was built into structured housing complex" - deja

we can't really decide where to go next, hunt on 'monas' or 'kotatua'. but then our stomach decide that we had to go eat. so we went to...

• "roti bakar edi" blok m

okay, we eat again, but now in the street. nothing's so eventful until we were paying the bill. the paying system was awful and confusing both of the buyer and seller. and somehow we had to pay another forty grands to keep on the tab. well, i don't really know who's what here, but i don't think the system good and this event really take our time. (video's ongoing, maybe i'll upload it later)
minutes later, the problem finished - in the end we paid it collectible, 2 grands per person - and it's already half past eight. we don't think we can go to monas or kotatua, so we went to masjid al azhar instead.

"oh, sorry. i was paying on the wrong table," - deja, andyza

• masjid al azhar

another encounter with guards! haha...
erry count it about five times we had encounter guards, two time in PS, two times at GI, and one time here.
we just walk around like some freaky-villager-comes-to-town. and when we want to take photo, the guard cames to haekal and they talk about something.
not intending to cease the moment, we just prepare the pose for the photo session in the stairs, waiting for haekal to come.
voila, after some problems with the tripod, camera positioning, posing, we take some photos.

"why are you guys finding peoples that aren't here to call them 'alay' ? we're the 'alay' ourself, walking here in the night where there is no people and doing crazy things" - adji

that's all folks. i don't really remember all the detail, but today was fun (and full)! haha...
when the photos uploaded to facebook, i'll post in here a.s.a.p.

"why one fun day without one good moment?"
"because all of the moment are great!"

P.S : all of you who didn't come have my sympathy...

autistneverdie