14.1.09

hesitating

depressing
when knowing what we shouldn't know
whenever it's growing inside us as a habit, finding out about something we shouldn't

and pretending not to know is not better than knowing nothing

knowing and regretting it is not the right choice
but it always happened

while everything's confusing
when i hesitate

"maybe i should not ask, or maybe i should not hesitate. but whichever it was, i don't know why i am so sure i'll regret it"

autistneverdie

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