30.5.10

the day we lost our cause

hello!

there. it's the word i should be shout when i haven't write here for months.
it's months, right?

i don't even have the cause to write anymore
i don't even have the right to own anymore

just a selfish being, here sitting behind his laptop,
bought to him by his loving father, whom until now he only do disappointing him.

just a selfish being, here daydreaming about his future,
brought to him by his loving mother, whom until now he only made her worried.

where am i now?
what am i doing?

wonder what am i doing in this world now,
being a trash

shouldn't we look upon our bright future without forgetting about all the hard work?

it's just a reason, the reason of why i'm running from reality

i even forget,
that day should be the day we lost our cause.

autistneverdie