tilting, panning

for me

life is just like camera movement,

somehow i felt like i'm tilting these days

raising up, falling down, raising up, falling down

but no matter what,

i stayed on the same place over and over again

before i was just panning

following things that moved. but still,

i stayed on the same place over and over again

please God, let me move,

or should i said, move me?

impressive, they said

but that just some condolences they had for my arrogant choices

i'm aware and afraid of that

but could never change, even if i wanted to

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