13.10.08

small thought of this big life

"we'll only know the truth if we deserve it. the problem is, we never deserve it..."

i'm not trying to write some miraculously motivating story, but sometime i do wonder about what is the purpose of these things we do now...

i've written a lot of things, but somehow it just get out of the topic.

so let's just straight to the point, why we never deserve the truth?

the truth is, i don't know too, because i don't deserve it too. but that's why we're created as human beings who have the ability to think over things, and speculate somethings about it.

truth, it meant the real meaning or purpose of something, the actual and the real condition that not made and manipulated. and by truth here, i mean the truth of everything.

from my point of view, different things need different level of understanding, so we couldn't understand everything at one time and sometime no matter how hard we try, we just can't understand something.

some say because we still don't think as the stater thinks, we have a different view, we don't think that deep, we can't understand it yet, etc

there's so many statements about the reason why we don't understand. but from my opinion , there's only one truth, and no matter how much the statements, it reach onto one conclusion. we just don't deserve the truth.

well, before we met in one misunderstanding -cause i think i've gone too far- let's stop this.

why?

cause i just don't know the truth, maybe i don't deserve it.


autistneverdie

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