i should stop

"wonder why i like her, wonder how it comes into this"

it's already one month since then, since i broke up with her
since i try to move on and try to like someone else
but everything isn't just going as easy as usual,
with this additional feeling about love, love, and love

wonder how i could like those strawberry-lovers...
it was her before, now another like her,
i mean, it's not about the strawberry, but almost everything about them is repetitive
but different in some way

maybe one day i'll understand, just as mraz's saying in his life is wonderful

"it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is
and it takes some fears to make you trust
it takes some tears to make it rust
it takes the dust to have it polished"

maybe i'm a jerk, but maybe i'm not
people are the one who choose, whether i'm in or not
but one thing i know,
i'm trying not to be, but i think my nature is making me one
and she's a jerk, and not trying not to be one
while the other one already stop trusting me

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