different morning

here,
placing my hand on top of her
my hand walk around,
vastly
feeling her beauty for the night
part per part of her,
smoothness
and her soft moans in my ear
lustful


somehow i never knew
that this day would come,
only sins left beside us and regret facing upon us
between you and me
between you and me


now i woke up
morning
stares differently under the sunlight
take a walk back and around
it's just dark inside, just bright outside
wonder how i survived
wonder why i survived

i'm the one who wrong
why she's the one who suffers

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